We talk a lot on forums (everywhere) about success and results and delusion. I watch people debate what is real, what results are, argue about one person’s results not being successful because Person A doesn’t define Person B’s idea of success the same as their own. And that is basically all it boils down to.
This is really no different than outside occultism. Jon Doe thinks he is a success because he has a good job, supports his family and lives a comfortable happy life. Joel Doe thinks Jon’s a sucker who will never experience “true” success because he doesn’t own a jet and have four million dollars in the bank. Success is an individual thing, something based on an individual valuation system and that system is different for each person.
If you value insight and you get it, you are successful. If you value material objects and get it, you are successful. The one thing I really do not understand and it is painful to watch are the ones who value one thing, get another and cannot look past it to get anything out of it.
Perhaps it is this general perspective of life that influences us more than anyone realizes, or wants to. Simple things are generally discarded as not useful.
An example of this is a magician that is working an operation with, let’s say, the object being to gain a new home. Instead, he has a dream about getting a new job and in his dismay that his conjuration for a home was not successful, he looks at the job offer that is actually presented to him in real life, after his dream, in disdain and doesn’t take it. And then the job he does have is lost as the business goes down and now he can’t even afford the home he is already in. And woe unto him that does not understand the position he is in, or cannot see past his nose.
For me personally, I tend to value things and ideas by what I get out of them. I really don’t care where they are from, what book, what epiphany, what mundane or magical guise they show up in. I don’t even care if the are real or not, what I do care about is their value to me.
I’ve had a lot of things go on in my life good, bad, ugly, awesome, divine and I value each of them for what I have gotten out of them. The interesting thing for me is, I seem to get more out of things than many people and I wonder if it’s just me or due to the magical works I have put in or a combination thereof. I tend to think it’s a combination.
We each have a personality and nature of some sort, our Will. The big double u. And my Will be done, so may it ever be. I’ve been at this stuff a while and it never ceases to grip me that there is so much more to discover, learn, be inspired by…and value. You hear words and phrases and look up meanings and meditate…sometimes you get off track by some idea or another and adventure off to explore some more fancy regions of what we call occultism, metaphysics or spirituality…and then suddenly the key is turned…and !OH! THAT’S what THAT means! But you knew what it meant all along…although you did not value it because you didn’t know how to apply it, how to value it…didn’t know exactly what you should be getting out of it until suddenly. Holey rusted metal, Batman!
People generally do not value what they find of no significance. I don’t value one system of magic over another because I find equal value in all of them, their significance in my life fluctuates over what I value most, which is generally being and enjoying my life. I figure this is the life I have here, this one…if there is another one coming I’ll deal with that if/when reincarnation is an issue but right now I don’t see any reason to value and enjoy what I have and move towards more of that in the future.
I've had some discussions about disease, health and infirmities (whether or not any unhealthy/diseased/disabled magician should be practicing). I won’t get into who should be doing what and when, as I think magic is an area beneficial to all people no matter what may be imperfect about them. Although beneficial and of value are two different things. Something could be beneficial but if the individual finds no value in it it basically renders it all moot simply because someone is not going to get out of something what they could or might if they refuse to be open to its value.
Magic is like fixing a car. It pays to understand the workings of everything under the hood to be able to repair it. Although it doesn’t matter if you know all that to drive it. One can simply “drive” magic all around and it would be good, although if something happened to the engine you wouldn’t know how to fix it. When fixing a car engine or troubleshooting some malfunction, it pays to study and understand how it all works together on some level, even if you don’t completely understand how each piece works. I can replace an alternator without knowing exactly what is going on inside it, but it helps to know what an alternator does when the car won’t start to be able to know if it’s the problem or not.
So you (magician) are driving around your spiritual self (car) and you are in bliss going down the interstate (life experience). You hit a bump in the road (different worldview) and your car shakes and shimmies and sputters and dies. You pull over and scratch your head…but…this doesn’t make sense, you say, I was driving right, I did everything correctly, I should be successful, I should have results dammit! But yet there the magician is with his car on the side of the road with the hazards on.
From http://www.occultcorpus.com/forum/showthread.php?13842-Valuation-of-Your-Car-and-Driver&goto=newpost