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Izabael Film Criticism: Inland Empire (2006)

  • Posted on August 30, 2007 at 11:59 am

From the opening credits of the black and white title sequence until the last scenes of the film (I call it film, but this is actually Lynch’s first foray into digital cinema), I was going to call Inland Empire (2006) a masterpiece of humanistic horror. I had wordy appellations of how David Lynch had taken horror to a new level, and how he was now darker than not only Roman Polanksi but also the great Ingmar Bergman himself.

However, after watching the film over a few times, I have changed my opinion. It is still arguably a masterpiece, but it is something very different than a horror movie. The theme and finale of the movie, once understood, is actually the happiest of endings. I don’t believe Lynch has ever ended a movie on such a resounding note of optimism and joy.

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“You know what whores do?  Yes.  They fuck.”

–from the subtitles of the opening scenes of INLAND EMPIRE (Lynch was still pretentious enough to bill this movie in all CAPS.)

But for nearly three hours, Inland Empire shows a world more unsettling, disturbing, and downright creepy that has yet been captured on the big screen. Only the aforementioned Roman Polanski with The Tenant (1976) and Rosemary’s Baby (1968), or Ingmar Bergman with Persona (1966) or Hour of the Wolf (1968) come close. And all those films influence this movie heavily, along with a healthy dose of Stanley Kubrick thrown in (including “borrowing” the Shining’s soundtrack [1980] in the scene where Laura Dern’s character is stabbed.)

“Where am I? I’m scared?”

It’s brilliant horror because even though we knows it’s a film, Lynch confuses us so badly by weaving us in and out of what’s real and what’s not real, that no one, including the characters seem to know where horror ends and the acting begins.

Through this constant “push-pull” of dream vs. waking, acting vs. reality, and viewer vs. the viewed, we the movie-goers are taken to extremities that Lynch has never dared show before.  And make no mistake—it’s exhausting. I am very glad I didn’t go see this at the theatre. I have a hard time watching movies over two-hours or so and I’m not ashamed to admit it. This one ran long and because of its relentlessly disturbing and boggling imagery (*cough* the bunny rabbit family) I’d have to say it would probably not be a fun experience at the movie theatre for anyone but a diehard Lynch fan.

Truth be told this film does seem like it was made specifically for his fans and no one else. It is full of so many references to older films that the layered disassociation from reality that Lynch creates in the viewer is enhanced greatly if you are already familiar with his mythos. Casting Laura Dern is part of his plan of “regressing” us. Other familiar allusions are the black and white imagery of what looks like a gramophone. This harkens back to Eraserhead (1977), and the “staticy” TV from Twin Peaks Fire Walk With Me (1992) is also accounted for. My personal favorite “flashback” to an older Lynch film is the return of the empty movie theatre from Mullholland Drive (2001).

 

So what is the key to unlocking the hope in this dark and often mercilessly mesmerizing film? The easiest way to understand it is to consider the Laura Dern character to be David Lynch himself. In Eraserhead it was pretty obvious that certain characteristics of Jack Nance were autobiographical, but I propose that the exact same parallel is here, and making his lead character a female, I believe that is symbolic of not only Lynch’s Anima but more importantly represents his creative side.

“I am a whore!” a dirty-faced Laura Dern screams to the camera. This is the crux of the movie. This is not Laura Dern speaking to us. It’s David Lynch voicing his deepest confession.

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For an auteur like Lynch who has never liked working within traditional norms of movie-making, this must have been a hard bean to spill. But here it is, and in the process Lynch sucks us in for an even more involving truth: we are all whores, every last one of us. From studio execs down to the homeless, we all sell ourselves to stay alive.

Through the unfolding of his visionary camerawork, Lynch helps us to come to terms with our whoredom as he comes to terms with his. For Lynch being a whore is the ultimate fate for anyone who dares incarnate into the material world, where everyone is “wild at heart and weird on top.”

The first hint that there is joy in this movie is when the whores sing, “Do the locomotion.” That is our first clue that Lynch has learned to revel in his whoredom, even though it is still creepy and surreal at this point in the movie. The whores dancing in Laura Dern’s bedroom are the pipers coming to call. The price must be paid as the strange lady (another remnant from Twin Peaks) reminds Laura Dern at the very beginning.

Though not a movie with a clear plotline, I think it’s fair to say that the climax of Inland Empire is the one where Laura Dern dies next to the homeless people. This is one of those scenes where Lynch reminds us that he could direct straightforward Hollywood movies of the highest caliber if he so chose. It is poignant, the lighting masterful, and the acting sublime. We feel so broken and sad when Laura Dern is sent off to her final fate by the lighter of a black crack-whore—

But it’s an illusion.

“No hay banda”

 

Like Bergman revealing himself on the camera dolly at end of Persona, Lynch pulls away from Laura Dern’s death to slowly reveal his camera, which instead of releasing us from the pain of Laura Dern’s death, instead just sends chills down our spine as some new menace makes itself felt—what it means for us is still not clear at this point, but it is ominous and gives no sense of relief to know it was a fantasy death. I don’t understand every trick that Lynch uses to make us feel so completely uncomfortable, but I feel in this case its due to the fact that he movie gives us no safe footing of what is real or not. So even though Lynch shows us her death was staged, we are still left floating and are even more confused as to where reality begins in this movie and acting begins.

Lynch, of course, won’t leave us completely in the dark. At the end of the movie, just like in so many other of his films, Lynch’s magickal blue light comes to make everything okay. Long-time fans know that blue light means safety and comfort in a Lynch a movie. This has been true every since Lynch has started shooting in color. My guess is he had a blue night-light as a child. Either way, it’s a powerful symbol for Lynch fans as it conjures up not just Blue Velvet (1986) and Mullholland Drive, but most specifically it recalls the end of Fire Walk with Me when Laura Palmer joins the angels.

In this movie Laura Dern doesn’t join the angels; the whores come to join her. Since we also have been sucked into the film, we partake of her joy of coming home to whores, which are the angels after all. The whores are actors. The actors are whores. There is no difference. Toot! Toot! “Do the locomotion with me!”Inland_empire_xl_09filma

This is exactly like the Twilight Zone episode “The After Hours” (1960), i.e. the one with the mannequins at the department store. At first the girl is mystified by the odd occurrences at the department store and soon becomes deeply afraid of the mannequins. It’s a horrific experience for her until at the end she remembers that she was just on a vacation “to be human” and that she was really a mannequin all along. The top of the department store is her home. (There were even shots in Inland Empire where the prostitutes looked like mannequins, so I don’t think I’m reaching with this comparison. Lynch is clearly a Twilight Zone fan, and I would go so far as to say his suit-wearing, cigarette-smoking persona was also influenced by Serling.)

Like the girl in the Twilight Zone episode, Lynch finally comes home to the whores he once feared, because he himself has always been one.

He is saying we love our suffering here on earth, just like we like watching actors suffer it out on stage. We love it because deep down it’s just at an act. Our soul is always rejoicing because our soul is the actor and NOT the part. We silly humans forget ourselves in our part, forgetting our true actor is the soul, which is to say pure sense perception before it gets caught up in the material plane, i.e. “the world of illusion.”

Gross_lynch The ending is the money shot as far as Lynch having his laugh at us as he raises the curtain and shows us that through his direction and camerawork he is partying with all the good looking whores. Lynch is saying to enjoy the rapture of sense impression. He does. He says (in my own words not his), “Look my movies are dark, but you don’t have to be. Deep down I enjoy my life. I enjoy being a whore. I can enjoy all the rewards of being a whore and still create some of the creepiest movies of all time.”

In Fire Walk with Me there was a child-like desperation to believe that Laura Palmer was redeemed and entered a heaven where “everything is fine.” Same thing in Eraserhead and even Mullholand Drive. But here I feel Lynch didn’t just hope for a happy ending in his life, but it has actually come true. I think exorcising his demons about Hollywood, a process which started in Mullholland Drive, has finally done him some good as a person and an artist.

“It’s laid a mindfuck on me.”

So even though I had at first intended to call this the darkest Lynch movie ever, it is actually the contrary. It’s his film most full of hope. I believe this to be reflective of his inner joy as an artist who has finally come to terms with his personal vision and the reality of working in a modern and expensive industry where ultimately even a great independent film director David Lynch himself is a whore.

Ask not for whom the bell tolls it tolls for thee.

Italian Trailer:

 

 

To rate this movie on a single scale of 1 to 5, like I usually do with movies, seems unfair both to the movie and to those who might watch it. As an average movie-going experience I don’t think I would have enjoyed three hours of it. So from that point of view I would only give it 2/5 stars.

But as a work of art—meant not to entertain but to illuminate and horrify at the same time, taking the time to digest and appreciate its beauty and inspiration beneath the creepiness, it is Lynch’s most accomplished and unrelenting film. In that sense it is a perfect 5/5, but here is the thing: I did not feel the soundtrack was up to par for a Lynch movie. I could write a small blog just on the soundtrack (but don’t worry—I won’t!) Suffice it to say that that Beck’s Black Tambourine is no replacement for an In Dreams. And frankly the final two songs were just weak. There was no tear-jerking “Llorando,” nor even a humble and haunting “In Heaven.” Aside from a couple points of genius, this is the limpest soundtrack Lynch has ever had. For that I have to steal a point back and make my final score a 4/5.

*iza

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A Quickie blog…

  • Posted on August 27, 2007 at 10:04 pm

I just listed my blog here:

Strange Blog Directory. I think I’m strange enough for any list.

This guy’s blog layout is excellent.  Simple and elegant.

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He has a survey up of how long it takes people to write blogs.  I can see I’m wayyyy off the scale with some of my movie critique blogs taking me 6+ hours to write. *sigh*  This one is better. Took me…6 minutes :-)

IZABAELLA


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testing some things

  • Posted on August 27, 2007 at 2:22 pm


They tried to make me go to rehab,I said no, no, no
Yes I been black but when I come back,no, no, no
I ain’t got the time
And if my daddy thinks I’m fine
You’s tried to make me go to rehab I won’t go, go, go

I’d rather be at home with Ray
I ain’t got seventy days
Cos there’s nothing,there’s nothing you can’t teach me
That I can’t learn from Mr Hathaway

I didn’t get a lot in class
But I know we don’t come in a shot glass

They tried to make me go to rehab but I said no, no, no
Yes I been black but when I come back no, no, no
I ain’t got the time
And if my daddy thinks I’m fine
You’s tried to make me go to rehab I won’t go, go, go

The man said why do you think you here?
I said I got no idea
I’m gonna,i’m gonna lose my baby
So I always keep a bottle near
He said I just think you’re depressed
This me,Yer baby and the rest

They tried to make me go to rehab but I said no, no, no
Yes I been black but when I come back oh no, no, no

I don’t ever want to drink again
I just, ooh I need a friend
I’m not gonna spend ten weeks
Have everyone think I’m on the mend

And it’s not just my pride
It’s just til these tears have dried

They tried to make me go to rehab but I said no, no, no
Yes I been black but when I come back no, no, no
I ain’t got the time
And if my daddy thinks I’m fine
You’s tried to make me go to rehab but I won’t go, go, go

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Soooooooooooo……….

  • Posted on August 26, 2007 at 6:05 pm

First of all I want to give a shout out to this sexy cowboy because he always writes the nicest things about me no matter how little I write in my blog ;-)

So what the heck have I been doing?  I’ve been working a proper critique of David Lynch’s Inland Empire, but like all my reviews it seems to take me awhile to get my ideas straight.  So then there are long gaps in my blogs!! I don’t see how people can write in their blogs everyday, but then again I suppose it’s NOT that I run out of things to say. I try to post in my forums everyday, but not in my blog because I’m extra picky about what I put on my blog. I feel it is slightly less colloquial than my forums–and I like things to fit a certain theme, so not everything I think or feel is appropriate for Izabael Muses.

But I’ll try just discussing day to day things this time:

Today I woke up late and it felt good.  Then I modded code to allow you-tube to be embedded into my forums (so easy, but it makes me sound l33t, ya?).  Yesterday I bought a new dress.  It’s red.  I hope to use it in a shoot soon.  Let’s see I waxed yesterday–OK!  Wait.  Now see.  This is why I don’t blog everyday.  I’d start letting everyone see the girl behind the curtain–I’d rather everyone just think I was born beautiful  and fully-formed from the breast of Athene (Now wait another second, she wore a Gorgon on her breastplate, what am I saying?).

Sooo, let’s leave it at that until I can finish up that review…:)

xoxo
Izabael
over&out

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You knew she was no good, why be surprised?

  • Posted on August 22, 2007 at 1:46 pm

Amy Winehouse cancels her American tour due to OD.  So?    Big surprise.  Listen to lyrics of her songs.  She knows where she’s at and who she is.  Her chaotic and meth-infested real life just imbues her music and lyrics with that much more resonance. 

Sure, it’s disappointing for fans, but ultimately we will just love her more for this little "fiasco."  She’s no Lindsay Lohan.  She has talent.  She talks the talk and walks the walk.  Besides she’s only following in the footsteps of other genius musicians.  Deep down we love that they do these hard drugs and fuck their lives over.  Not only to they enrich our lives with music and soul, they also do all the really naughty and dangerous things so that we don’t have to.

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For myself, she’s one of the hottest women around.  Drug-addled and dirty with the voice of a sultry angel, humans don’t get much more visceral and sexy than this. 

Probably she really is an angel–like demons they like to come down to earth, inhabit bodies and enjoy the sensations of the material world so intensely that they often have little regard for their bodies.

*1z/\BaE|_

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I always wanted dozens of Gremlins at my beck and call: Overlord (PC) Game Review

  • Posted on August 15, 2007 at 11:37 am

This is my first video game review as I don’t play tons of video games.  I like them but except for MMORPG binges where I become something of an addict, I just don’t have time.  I’ve played Everquest and World of Warcraft extensively (I more or less quit after getting my epic mount) and tried most of the other MMOs but didn’t like them as much (SWG, DAoC, AO, AC, Vanguard, LotR).

At this point in my life I’m sick of the MMO grind.  It’s all the same really.  I just rattled off 8 games and they all have more or less the same gameplay.  You kill a lot of repetitive creatures, slowly gaining levels and powers, only to kill more repetitive creatures.  This continues until you are into endgame where in addition to killing repetitive monsters, you will also need a full guild and have to make a regular raiding schedule, which will most certainly interfere again and again with your real life (assuming you have one.)  The hours put into the game get longer and longer for rewards that make less and less of an impact on your character.  *snore*

So that was my mental state when I bumped into Overlord on GameTap.  Truly this game is the antidote for MMO burnout, especially since the last one I was playing was LotR online where you can’t play an evil character (except for in a very limited way for PvP), but instead have to do goody-goody quests ad infinitum.  Blech.

Overlord has  beautiful visuals to similar to LotR, but is fast-paced (you can start making a mess with your 10 "Gremlin"-looking demons immediately.)  But instead of starting out as hobbit, you can instead go crazy killing hobbits ("halfings" they are technically called.)  Let’s face it.  Who at this point has not fantasized about being Sauron and laying waste to all the fat, lazy hobbits and smelly humans?  Guess what, you ARE basically Sauron (as he looked at the beginning of the "Fellowship") and can raise as much hell and mayhem as you can handle!!  Talk about a relief from the MMO grind.  This is a blast, and yet it still has depth of play.  The NPCs opinion of you changes completely depending on your actions, and new goodies for my character came at a sprightly pace.  I love that you slowly build up your throne room from a broken-down hovel into something more respectable.

The world and quests are about as equally open-ended as an MMO, but everything moves faster.  You don’t have to spend a week or more just getting to the better abilities of your class.  The best thing of all compared to an MMO is that there are no annoying noobs begging for extra gold.

I don’t really have any negative points about this game except that it is perhaps it’s a little sexist.  (At one point you abduct 10 women to be your slaves…considering their flimsy little cloth garments, the insinuation is that they are also your sex slaves.)    But everything about the game is so tongue-in-cheek that I would have to be really anal retentive to get mad at something like that.

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I give Overlord an 9/10, and a 10/10 if you’ve just come from playing LotR online–it will blow your mind just how much fun a game can be.  You’ll feel like you are in a similarly immersive world as far as graphics and sound (in fact at some points I thought I was still in the same game), but instead of having to take on endless boring quest chains, you’ll instead get to break, smash, kill, and loot everything in sight! After slaying about a 100 fat hobbits in a row like me, you’ll probably find yourself saying, "life is good again."

*iZaBAeL

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Ascii pin-up

  • Posted on August 14, 2007 at 4:05 pm

In my never ending attempt to find more ways to take pictures of myself I am now venturing into ASCII PIN-UP…;-)


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Netzach and Hod

  • Posted on August 9, 2007 at 2:02 pm

From the point of view of *practical magick*, i.e. magick
intended to get some material real-world results (as opposed to magick just to
balance ourselves more with the divine), Netzach and Hod and the tension they
create are the keys to manifestation.  How so?

First a little refresher on their traditional attributions:

Netzach ("Victory") is the Sphere of Venus.  This is the sphere
of "external splendor and internal corruption."  If there was a
city that belonged to Netzach it would most assuredly be Las Vegas, which is all about superficial
glamour and glitter but internally is all about gambling and other
addictions.  Netzach is very much a sexual Sephiroth but also does
contain the idea of vegetative growth due to the more nurturing aspects of
Venus.  Still, the sensual and sexual side of Venus dominates here as it’s
so low on the tree.  (The path of Daleth near the top of the tree would be
the more motherly and vegetative side than here.) 

Hod (“Spendour”) is the Sphere of Mercury.  This is the sphere of the
rational mind, the cool intellect.  If Netzach is the heat of the moment,
then Hod is the calm and collected rationalizations that come the day after a
one-night-stand. This is an airy sphere, but like Netzach, it is low on the
tree, close to Malkuth (the physical plane, i.e. Earth).  The mind of Hod
is not like the balanced and harmonious sphere of Tiphareth, which is
imagination AND our divine and higher-self.  Instead, Hod is the facility
of logic in all its strengths and innumerable weakness.

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Even a quick glance at these two descriptions and one can see that someone who
exists in only one sphere is doomed to perpetual imbalance.  For the
extremes, imagine a worn out and corrupt courtesan for Netzach, and a studious
and unloved hermit for Hod. 

So it’s obvious we need a balance between these two, and most people spend
their lives dealing with the confrontation of these two dueling sides of their
personality.  It is no accident that the path between them is that of the
"Blasted Tower" also known as
"War."

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To put it very simply it’s the battle
between "What I know I should do" vs. "What I feel I want
to do." To put it another way, it’s the Apollo-Dionysus paradigm used by
Nietzsche in The Birth of Tragedy to characterize the two central
principles in Greek culture.

But this is a blog on practical magick, not philosophy.  So how the heck
can knowledge and understanding of these two spheres improve our magickal
abilities? The key is understanding
where exactly the “magickal act” takes place. It takes place not in a
Sephiroth, and not in any path, but at the conjunction of two paths:

Practical magick occurs at the conjunction of the Path of
Peh and the Path of Samech. On the
diagram they are marked by the numbers on the corresponding Tarot cards: XVI: The Blasted Tower (or War), and XIV:
Temperance (or Art).

 

Art

That act of magick is fleeting. It is the moment a pen hits
the paper with the intention of writing a word (i.e. a "magickal formula.") The pen and paper are just artifacts of
Malkuth, and the will and understanding to move that pen in a meaningful way
belong to other spheres higher up. But
the actual act of Magick is right there on that cross of “Art” and “War.”

The god of magick in ancient Egypt was Thoth who was also the
god of writing. This is no
accident. Many people can see this in a
very prosaic manner when they keep a list of “things to do.” Without that “magickal” list, they find they
get nothing done at all!

We can spout all day about the “exalted” spheres of Kether,
Binah and Chokmah, or rant and rave about the power and destruction of Geburah
and the solidity of Chesed, but the fact is our day-to-day consciousness never
gets higher than Tiphareth, and even then only if we have balance between
Netzach and Hod, otherwise we are just bouncing back and forth between them—in
the path of War—and yes it’s uncomfortable. If you’ve ever felt guilt over anything then most assuredly you have
been trapped in that path. (i.e. You
give in to the pleasure of Netzach only to wake up to the reality that Hod
presents as consequences to your actions.)

The key to transcending the path of War is the path of
Art. This path can give you lateral
thinking and an ability harmonize Netzach and Hod. More importantly it gives you the inspiration
from Tiphareth to create things from your “true center.”

Everyone has the potential to be an artist in their own way,
and if you aren’t living up to your potential as an artist then you aren’t
living “magickally” and you aren’t experiencing the ecstatic joy of being in
control of these lower spheres. In other
words:

The only way to make friends between Hod and Netzach is
through your artwork, whatever that is. Whether you are a photographer, a painter, an author, a surgeon, or even
a (ick!) lawyer you must find passion, creativity, and meaning in that moment you put your hand to the paper or your
scalpel to the patient. This is the
center of the “War” and “Art” cross. All
those contradictory tensions finally find creative release as they are
harmonized through a conscious and positive intent
to make a change. This “crossroads” is where the artist lives and they couldn’t
live anywhere else. It is truly “being
in the moment.”

By the time something comes down to Malkuth it is only a
shell of the magick of the moment. A
painting is NOT the magickal act—it is just what is left over from those
magickal moments where the artist was putting the brush to the canvas. This explains why genuine artists usually
care so little for a piece once it is finished. For them the joy is all in the process.

They can’t wait to get started on the next one….

*izabael

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Comic-Con 2007 (San Diego) photos

  • Posted on August 4, 2007 at 6:30 pm

Ok, I’m posting the comic-con photos to Flickr today.  First I’m going to post a few of them here and make some comments on them.

Also, I’d like to note that while I took tons of pictures I’m only uploading a handful as they are much the same.  Most are either fans taking pictures of me, or me taking pictures with costume characters, or they are me in the hotel and have slight nudity (I have nothing against artful nudity, but all the sites I use have all sorts of nude restrictions–and even when they don’t I don’t want to alienate my sites from younger fans by doing so.)

Ok, first my favorite:

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Me and Gandalf were gonna break open a can of magickal whoop ass on…whoever happened by!

Just before this photo, Shaun Von Dragen pointed out that I was a true nerd and belonged at Comic-Con, because there were Comic-Con employees who were labeled “Elite”, and I said that they would be extra hard to kill so we would need a full group.  (This is a World of Warcraft reference for the non-nerds out there.)

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So I tell this dad that I am the “Angel of Death” but that didn’t stop him from offering up his child for a chance to snap a photograph of me.

This little area was excellent, btw.  Much better than a real booth.  Everytime I would stop in here for more than 30 seconds a crowd would form to photograph me. 

That said, almost everyone was extremely nice and polite–except for walking around through the heavy crowds people would bump my wings :(

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So I took a picture with these fantastic looking ladies, which didn’t do much for my self esteem, as they were like gigantic tall.  Where do they grow girls like this?  I need to drink the water.

Needless to say neither Shaun nor I remember what the heck they were promoting.  There weren’t as many booth babes as I thought there would be, but these two were definitely beautiful.

Then to add insult to injury, I hung out with the famous fatty from Return of the Jedi.

So with my flabby back, I felt like Jabba’s little cousin or something :-(   But at least I don’t drool in public–as far as anyone knows.

So our hotel was downtown San Diego at historical botique  hotel named the Sophia.  It was all redone this year but has been there since 1928.

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It was very nice and we had a good time there.  The first night we got into town was after a long day fighting with Shaun because the 120 mile drive turned into drive from hell since we left in time for bumper-to-bumper all the way there. 

We went to dinner at a place called the Ivy–it was chosen randomly from a list of a half dozen chosen for us by the Concierge at our hotel as nice places to eat.  The prices weren’t bad compared to shi-shi restaurants in LA, but my entire  dish consisted of 5(!) raviolis. 

Dessert was amazing and I had this crazy dessert that was two cotton-candys  (just like at a carnival or a faire)–one on either side of a dish of pink ice cream!  I wrapped the ice cream in strips of cotton-candy and the result was like eating delicious pink rain clouds!! And just as I was finishing my wonderful dessert guess who came floating by our table, Gwyneth Paltrow and Liv Tyler.  Shaun didn’t even notice them go by, too busy was he with dessert, but it turns out they were promoting Iron Man so that was probably their hotel.  After that I wanted to go party, but Shaun was dead sleepy (all the arguing and driving) so that was the end of night one, except that we watched Shrek 3 which was ok.

Second day was our big Comic-Con day, and afterward we ate dinner at a rooftop bar with a nice view of San Diego.  The third day we went to Sea World, where I caught a farmer’s tan, and later we shot a video that you-tube or the other video shares won’t show even though it is pretty tame! :-/  Overall a really nice time.  I’m grateful for everything the universe provides me.  Enjoy the pictures!!  (The full set on Flickr)

xOxOxXo,
Izabael

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Vargtimmen finally comes for Ingmar Bergman

  • Posted on August 1, 2007 at 2:17 pm

So Ingmar Bergman died, my favorite director of all time.  You might
think I liked him because he was famed for his ability to understand women
characters and his ability to direct both men and women
realistically when it came to interpersonal relationships.  OK, that’s
nice, but really I love him more for his surrealism combined with raw
emotion. 

It’s this side that influenced so many others including David
Lynch.   Things Bergman innovated in Hour of the Wolf alone can be seen
as later staples of David Lynch movies.  However Fire Walk with Me  is probably the only one that a reviewer could fairly say there was some "ripping off."

Bergman’s influence on film making cannot really be overstated.  Woody Allen’s obsession is common knowledge, and Max Von Sydow, a legend of a man and actor, was launched by Bergman.  So were many others including Liv Ullman and Lena Olin.

Goodbye Ingmar! We love you!
***izabael :~(

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Iza iza buzzzzy bee.

  • Posted on August 1, 2007 at 2:07 pm

Ok, I have so many things to discuss here, but I’ve like, ya know, been so busy with comic-con (and partying–ok mostly partying {poor Iza hadn’t been on vacation in a year}…and Sea World–not sure if sea world counts as "partying.")  Anyway since I am back I can catch up on things in the next few days.

*izabael

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